It’s the constant urge to find

a smile – who thought that, could kill….!!

You don’t believe me right!!

I guess I know right now the way you feel….

Trust me it’s not your fault,

and please do believe me, it’s not mine too….

The statement is something

Very deceiving but by every bit it’s true…..

But still I search for a smile,

try my best for that one moment, priceless…

Could somebody tell me at

what cost should we make everyone happy

                        everyday every place.............

I just can’t do it anymore, pls

pardon me, try to forgive and forget me,

I want breathe, I want to cry,

It’s been long since the last time I felt free….

I don’t want to hurt you as I

never wanted to, but I had to say all these….

I just cannot fake my smile

anymore, I just can’t find a new way to please…

But still I search for a smile,

try our best for that one moment, priceless…

I just want them to be true

this time, I want to paint them on my heart

                                    not only on my face…..

Please don’t aww me, please

don’t feel bad for me; I know you feel the same;

It’s just that I chose to express

myself when you are too scared to take the blame,

I don’t care if you don’t agree,

It’s me and I just can’t remain closeted any more,

With each passing day I feel like

am loosing myself and closing each and every door,

But still I search for a smile,

try our best for that one moment, priceless…

So is my freedom my sense,

Of being the same old myself, let me smile from my

heart by my choice….