Heavenly Hell 

On a dark desert highway, cool wind blowing my hair, here I am sitting in my Mustang.The euphoria of my elixir taking me to great heights.I remember the day it all begin...

Nine years ago I met her.The woman with blazing green eyes, chestnut brown hair and a petite frame.The woman who entered my life like a hurricane and left nothing but destruction in its wake.

I had everything yet I was the beggar, for I didn't have anyone to share my love with.My life was a rush hour.Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light, my head grew heavy and my sight grew dim.She collided with my world and nothing was ever the same.

Welcome to Hotel California.Plenty of room at the Hotel California any time of year ,you can find it here.

She stood in the doorway; I heard the mission bell and I was thinking to myself, “This could be Heaven or this could be Hell”.Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way .She was my stop.

Her love was Hotel California.

Mirrors on the ceiling, the pink champagne on ice.And she said “We are all just prisoners here, of our own device” .

I tried to keep us together but she was busy keeping secrets .She was nothing but a facade.Her mind was Tiffany-twisted.She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys she calls friends.But soon the mask began to bear its cracks.

With a throbbing headache and burning fever, I stumbled upon a scene that upheavaled my whole world.My beloved wife Kalevala, playing away from home.She was the woman who transformed my imperfections into perfections, just by the touch of her love. Her heart was full of love and affection, her hands were always caring. I was lucky to have her as my wife.Or so I thought.

"Why",I croaked.

There she stood, across from me with her poker face."You are no longer the man I fell in love with.I was tired of waiting everyday for you to change and return me all those things that went missing in our relationship".

"Bu..Bu..But I did everything for us. I wanted a secured future for us."

"I gave you everything your heart desired.How did you repay me!? By going behind my back and cheating on me!",I finally snapped.

"Why do you think I stayed with you for these many years?",she scoffed.

"You were my whole life,my soul.But in reality you were nothing but a mirage.",I muttered.

Yet....

 I was running for the door, I had to find the passage back to the place I was before.But she has made this godforsaken mess.She showed me colours that I can't see with anyone else.I ruined myself for her. Love is programmed to receive.You can check-out any time you like,But you can never leave!