Tell me about yourself
He mutters slowly as his eyes go over my handcrafted life
Caught in several pages of Microsoft
Oozing out of the A4, un-hinting at what I should say.
I try to recollect what part of my childhood would help him solve the puzzle
Of who I am today
And why I am sitting here
In one of the several rooms of handcrafted routines.
I linger a minute longer on school days
And wonder why I had forced myself
Out of all the threads of friendship
That pulled me out of puberty
Why I had left those handcrafted weaves
Of limitless needles, pinching me through girlhood
His eyes keep searching mine as I come nearer
To the years of today
But drift further from any hopes of a coherent answer
His keen expression betrays the impatience
That I hear in the fluttering sounds of those sheets
Which I had handcrafted over limitless nights
Piling my days of necessitated effort
Into a sequential series of clear mindedness.
He utters once again as if I had let myself forget
Tell me about yourself
As I sink deeper into me and repeat
Tell me.
I am sir, well suited for the job.
He smiles and says
I can see Maam.
But I insist
Tell me about yourself.
I open my mouth and let the sounds escape
As our eyes meet in a familiar state of unknowing
I am a girl Sir. And I'll be leaving now.
I rise with nervous courage
Trembling in its birth
Arms shuffling over the handcrafted mahogany
Hands reaching to learn handcrafting.
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