Who am I?

Am I more than what meets your eye?

I am the lie you told

The deep secret that you hold

I am the resolution you made

The meetings you forbade

I am your sin, I am your saint  

The canvas you want to paint

I am the resistance to your change

The throbbing heart you estrange

I am the destination that you never reached

The practice that you never preached

I am the need you do not want

The request that you cannot grant

I am the hook and your crook

Your one and only dark nook

I am the hurt that you carry  

The desolation that made you wary

I am the faraway memory 

Your once upon a time story

 I am your soul that is cursed

The verse that spells Satan reversed

Who I am? Who am I ?

Am I more than what meets the eye?