Last week, the trailer of the much awaited movie #PadMan was launched. Starring the dependable Akshay Kumar, multi-talented Radhika Apte and fashion queen Sonam Kapoor, this was the maiden venture of MrsFunnybones Productions run by author and actress Twinkle Khanna. Based on the real life story of the menstrual magic man Arunachalam Muruganantham, this is his journey of becoming a social entrepreneur by manufacturing machines to generate low-cost sanitary napkins and motivating women to become financially independent through them. All this started because he wanted to make his wife’s life easy during those days of bleeding. What makes this movie interesting and worth appreciating is that it is one of the rare films to openly talk about topics that are still hushed behind closed doors. Yes, women bleed every month, quite a lot of them suffer from severe cramps and indeed they use sanitary napkins or now even menstrual cups to keep themselves dry and comfortable. So, why do we need to pretend like it doesn’t happen or worse still that it is a matter of shame!

I must have been twelve years old when I got my first periods. I had my second term exams going on at that time. It had already been a difficult year for me with my mother far away in a hospital in a different city for close to four months. She had to undergo a surgery and couldn’t be moved till her injuries healed completely. Due to impending exams, I was not allowed to leave my home town to visit her. It was just Dad and me at home. No body had prepared me for the upcoming hormonal change. My mother didn’t get the time to talk to me about this while the school syllabus didn’t feel the need for any education related to adolescent body changes. When I got up to submit my paper on that day, I felt sticky. Thinking it must be sweat, I walked out of the classroom only to be pulled aside by two helpful seniors. They guarded me front and back to take me to the girls’ compound lest any of the boys get to see me in that state. I was told that I had just grown up at that moment because I had started bleeding from my vagina and could produce babies now. Even vagina was a fairly new term then and who talks about babies to a twelve-year-old! They didn’t have any sanitary pad with them (I wouldn’t even know how to use it) , so all they could do was rotate the skirt with the stained portion in the front now and make me walk till the gate with my school bag dangling in the front in an awkward way in an attempt to hide the stains.

Reaching home, I was sure that I had contracted some critical disease and would die soon. Always being a little more attached to my father, I cried my heart out to him. He was perplexed. It was my mom’s responsibility to guide me in such a tender situation but she was miles away. So my Professor father patiently sat me down and explained to me what menstruation was all about and what was the use of sanitary pad. In that moment, he  had taught me the real meaning of breaking gender stereotypes. And he also told me the biggest truth about periods – that it is just a bodily function that I should never be embarrassed about. But what I was not prepared for was the cramps that were to be associated with it soon. The next month, the first day of my periods saw me making umpteen trips to the washroom, vomiting at intervals and screaming with pain. No pain-killer could help. The second day was equally bad. Suffering month on month, we visited the gynecologist soon after to see if there were any complications. I was educated on the large percentage of women suffering from menstrual cramps also known as dysmenorrhea. She said that it would get better with marriage and definitely after having kids. I was too young to comprehend that marriage meant sex here. My cramps got worse with time. Every month, I would miss school for two days if the date was on a weekday. I grew insanely jealous of my friends who had painless periods. The cycle went on till college and then my office. Since, it was crazy to even inform the real reason for skipping classes, I had instead become a creative excuse expert on those days of the month.

There were days when the pain was so bad that I couldn’t even get out of the bed while there would be an urgent meeting or  a deadline for submission. I had to call up my boss (not surprisingly, most of my bosses have been of the opposite gender) and inform that I had viral infection or migraine to excuse myself. You don’t talk about bleeding, that is not even a problem – is what a Vice President in an organization had told me once when I had requested her for half a day's leave due to severe cramps. As per the guardian, 'Up to 20% of women suffer from cramping severe enough to interfere with daily activities – and many grimace through it without ever speaking up'. (Source – https://www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2016/oct/24/period-pain-menstruation-cramps-dysmenorrhea)

While I was living with my parents, it was mostly Mom and occasionally Dad who purchased sanitary napkins for us. Whisper was still not a big name. Those were the Stayfree and Carefree days. The ads on the television related to pads were hilarious. They took the word ‘blue blooded’ quite literally. It was as if menstruation was a crime, something to be ashamed of and women were deemed untouchable on those days. Buying sanitary napkins was an equally scary process for few. When I moved out of home for higher studies, it was the first time that I had to venture out on my own to buy sanitary napkins. Having grown up in a family where I was conditioned to believe that monthly bleeding is nothing but normal functioning of the body, I would confidently walk up to the medical shop nearest to my hostel and ask for Whisper, mostly with the detailed specifications like pad size and wings. People around me in the shop were either amused or shocked, the female customers generally glared at me and the shopkeeper would either pretend not to hear or rush like a mad man to put the pack in a brown cover and then a black plastic packet. The layering gave that feeling of purchasing something forbidden. Most of my hostel mates would be too embarrassed to buy pads on their own. By then, I had earned the reputation of being the fearless one. Taking advantage of the situation, I agreed to but pads on their behalf in exchange for a free chocolate or an ice cream.

Few days back, I read about a company Culture Machine which came up with the concept 'First Day of Periods Leave'. This means employees have the option to take leave on the first day of their periods without any questions asked. And as with everything else, there were people for and against this move. Some felt it was regressive to even consider menstruation as some sort of sickness while some felt a move like this was regressive and against gender equality. But a lot of support came from working women who haven been sufferers themselves – they considered this to be a bold and progressive move. As someone who has cringed in pain through eight years of severe cramps in various organizations, I can only hope that a lot of companies follow suit and acknowledge the fact that a majority of  women indeed suffer from dysmenorrhea.

If this is how scary and regressive the situation is in urban India, I shudder to think of the female folk in the rural part of the country. There are still a major set of women who use discarded cloth during periods. The same cloth are washed, dried and reused.  Worse still, there are women who use leaves, gunny sacks and cement bags, etc. Chances of an infection is quite high in such cases. The steep pricing of sanitary napkins and the add-on taxes make them unaffordable for quite a lot of women. This is where the invention of A Muruganantham is important and relevant and his story akin to that of a super hero. He not only speaks and delivers lectures on menstruation by normalizing the topic otherwise considered as a taboo but he has also achieved the unthinkable of making low-cost  affordable sanitary napkins a reality empowering women to be financially independent through owning the machine in the process.(Source- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arunachalam_Muruganantham) And when stars with widespread reach like Akshay Kumar and Twinkle Khanna come together to deliver this social message through the medium of movies, there’s hope for change and a better life for women.

I hope someday very soon we can start talking about menstruation, cramps and sanitary pads with the same nonchalance that we display while discussing travel, movies and good-looking men. May the likes of companies like Culture Machine, men like A Muruganantham and movies like PadMan shine on creating a better future.